I am now told that I have not reconciled myself to the idea that increasing number of people who disliked me was a threat I had to face. It is not a threat to me in anyway however, when it really comes to it, the cause of all our problems is that they are always fooling around and it fools around, follows me around behind my back to fool around like that until I dropped out of university and after which it put me through a decade of hell, to say it created and owned me. The most recent have b...